Weekend in Ipoh

Today wake up early at 5.30am juz to get prepared to Taiping to "ching ming'. Only me n my father, is quite boring since my father is a quiet type of ppl. Tis year, we reached my grandfather's grave too early and nobody was there. Then I start to ask my father's family story... he told me a lot... today only i realized my father is kind and willing to sacrifice for his family but that no one appreciate wat he had done... but there was something i shud learn from him... Although no 1 appreciate wat he had done, he still do watever that he shud done and treat others as well as before.

So, for me now, i also behave as my father. No ppl appreciate? Fine! I will keep on doing watever that I need, so that the event can go on smoothly. No anger, juz let it be in peace. Yesterday collecting all the sponsor stuff from Digi, thought tat only a few box, but tis does not happened as wat i expected.... huhh.... dunno how to explain... my car no place to put my own things adi....

Just now only finish doing all the ticket... dunno worth onot for me to do so much... handmade... dunno got ppl appreciate onot... i do mind tis kind of things but... watever la... i have done it, and at least i have done the best and i satisfied wif the output. The whole day doing stuffs and no rest... feeling tired and tomorrow need to wake up early to drive bk to Kampar to attend class summo... pitty me... and now I have to go to pack all my stuff so that I can bk on time as I do estimate that I will wake up late... yeah... I am sure some1 will say me pig again when read my blog... yes!!! tis time i will admit it... wakakaka!!!

Relieved...

Actually Saturday night wan to update my blog de, but since morning wake up early to have 8am mid-term, then go to Ipoh to have a movie in Jusco, then happen something when i bk, really dun have time n energy to write anymore. Enjoy my time wif my friends. But when stay wif Ee Ven, really cannot be too mature and cannot think too much... When see a clown making a heart wif balloon, she straight lost control and drag me there. Oh my god!!! Maybe different character, she can do wat she want without caring others view, but I cannot... but since she drag n hold me so hard, i can't run away oso... then, bcum wat pik san said lo.... "mempersiahsuikan" diri sendiri.... Hahaha!!!

Maybe... maybe sometimes dun care and dun think so much is good de... but dunno why i everytime oso cant do so. haiz... always make myself complicated. Then, I found out something tat day. Ee Ven really gila sushi... she go to the supermarket dpmt and buy 2 box of sushi n eat... is not small box, but medium box. After that, she said she still wan, then she go n buy another big box... woo... really can eat a lot sushi... i think she eat almost RM30++ of sushi liao...

After cum bk from Ipoh, I message her whether wan to cum n see the coat for Sunday's photo shooting session onot... then she cum at around 12.30am. After the thing happened previously, I really dunno how to face her... sometime, feel like juz wan to assume as ntg happen, but really cannot... After choosing the coat she wan, i invite her to chat beside the road. She agree then we sit by the roadside and have our "roadtalk". I really cant take all the suffering feeling anymore. Straight to the point, I ask her about that time wat she think and how she feel... I tell her how suffer I am.. How disappointed I feel to her. She explain all the things tat I ask, finally i know that is not she that change... she is in dilemma also, is me tat dun understand her... all our unhappy issues solve... then it starts to rain... both of us juz sit at the roadside and under the rain for 2 hours... feel cold, feel syok... I asked her, "r we still friends? Good friends? Do u know u mean different to me?" Ya, she said we are, we are still good friends... At that time, u really cant understand how happy am i... how relieved am I.... Friends forever....

Then, the next day i take lots of pictures wif her, having lots of funs during picture shooting. Then we have our lunch at KFC at Kampar old town. After that, start to do the tickets for FBF Night. So, doing the whole day of tickets making me lazy to wake up this morning and no time to drink my energy booster...T.T Then during QT2 tutorial class, I really nearly fall asleep... decided not to attend the next QT2 lecture n tis is a brilliant decision bcoz Pheng oso run away in the middle of the class bcoz too boring adi...

Tonite is the only free night since I start to do the FBF Night... but I din use this night wisely... juz doing tis and tat not related things.... haiz.... wasted 1 night again...

A Buzy Week

This week is quite a buzy week for me. As I reach Kampar on Sunday, all the stuff tat need to do all come in suddenly... doing the critical management assignment which is given only 1 week time to do... Preparing for the presentation slides for IS...

There was a "short meeting" on Monday night... I cannot take it anymore with all the stupid policies and procedures. Whether policies are clearly stated in black and white oso i dunno. He juz let me feel like he wan to keep everything confidential. I argue wif him fiercely in front of all the committees that night with no face given. Yeah... U r da 1 tat control the cash flow, but tis doesn't mean that u can hold all the money but nt releasing it... A lot of conflicts and arguments happen during the organizing of this event... But I do think tat every event organizing committee will face the same problems n conflict oso...

Yesterday, Tuesday night. I ask SK to accompany bk to Ipoh... Sry for asking u to accompany me... anywhere u let me found out 1 of ur character adi.... wats tat? guess urself... hahaha!!! Anywhere, i realized something after listening to wat my cousin brother said... He said, nt to argue and quarrel wif others, learn how to take it and calm down... communication skills muz be learned in handling ppl and jobs... Yeah... I think I should learn it for my own sake... maybe bcoz when i am concern wif something, i will lost control easily... Next meeting onwards, I will try to control myself... when i do not concern that thing anymore, there will be none of my business even though watever happens... so, do appreciate the time when i concern u... dun make me fade up wif u.... I can do anything for u, my friend when i do care you and ur feeling. Same as the event that I organised, dun ever make me fade up wif all the policies, like tis means I will do my best to get the job done...

Today, I have my 1st Information System presentation. I wore my mum's clothes... dunno is me that think too much or wat.... i feel like everyone is looking at me, not bcoz i beautiful, of course, is bcoz i am vry weird in the way i dressed... Haiz... having the whole day class from 8am - 6.30pm. I do really understand how the word "tired" can be write... But nw, I am still blogging at 3.49am in the morning... after bk from ipoh, sleep a few hours only and have to wake up to go to skul adi.... juz nw after class and reach home, have to attend meeting at 8pm. Not enough time to have my dinner... so i go to eat after meeting at 10pm and juz reach my hostel and i start to blogging...

Sry for scolding u... i am hungry that time and i will lost my temper easily whenever i nt enough sleep and hungry... sorry.... hope u can understand me as i am really buzy tis whole week... phone my mum to crap oso no time... haiz... however, i do learn a lot of things through the whole process i organize this event. I will still join other event organizing committee provided i have the chance and time to do so... So, time to sleep... nitez....

Proud...

So, the 3rd point that I mention yesterday had achieved, I have to officially announced that my committee had sold out all the tickets. Next, I hope that our show can go on smoothly and everyone is talking good about our show...

Yesterday, calling for a lots of ppl for the sponsorship purpose... so far, i quite satisfied wif wat i able to get... Get coffee from Home's Cafe, cash sponsor... (especially from my father ) hahaha... Then, today book time wif 1 of the insurance company, finally they did sponsor but not wif the name of company, is by their own name. After that, I walked to a shop nearby to ask for banner. At first, I juz plan to ask them to quote a price only and plan to suggest them to sponsor the banner. So, I offer them benefit... they don't seem touched wif wat i said.. but after 20 minutes I left the office and at a shop asking about sound system, the banner ppl call me and tell me a good news. I quickly walk bk to the office and discuss the matter wif them... They said since our banner is small, its juz a small matter to them. Even though juz take it as donation from them oso nvrmind... They are so kind... Sometimes, I really quite agree wif a quote in Chinese "got give only got take", this is true. In this new era of business world, everyone talking about benefit, if u dun willing sponsor me, I am not willing to help u promote oso, right?

Wakaka... forget to annonce a big news. Lalalala~~~ Finally, today is the last day of holding P license, this morning go apply for normal licence adi.. finally I am free from P license!!! Maybe u will feel weird why i so happy, but have to say that my house has its own policy... mum not allowed me to stick the stupid big red "P" on her car. This also means that I can't drive her car... Argh.... I wan the good air-cond and power steering car....

Haiz... talking about car... got a bad news.... My dear kitty Toyota Corolla admitted to hospital yesterday and found that its heart (carburettor) got problem... need to find other car to donate the heart or maybe buy another heart... but the whole day has passed, can't find suitable de oso... I feel that I am gonna be vry inconvenient without my kitty car... summo need to bk ipoh 2 times to get all the sponsor stuff... haiz... i do pray and hope that got suitable heart for it... really can't imagine the days without car and need to cycle.. T.T

Tomoro, I have a tight schedule, fetch sis to school, then go ask for the price of renting p.a system, then go ipoh parade fetch sis n send her to Sky Corner to attend a gathering. Aiyo... every time cum bk oso she will very happy de, coz i can be her free driver send her go here and there. But nvrmind la.... who ask her is my sister? hahaha...

So, as wat i said and planned yesterday, I pay for B and start to use it... it's difficult but i do think should be worth in future.. juz assume it as a type of investment with long run and lifelong return...

Ending of 2nd Last Mid-term

Finally, the Management Principle mid-term end. Huhh.... but feel a bit sorry and guilty to myself... Do something that embarrassed myself, and I swear I wun do that anymore again!!! Dun like this kind of myself, every time also do last minute study, really really hate myself!!! From next week Monday onwards, promise myself stay at school library untill the library closed! This is my new rules and I muz be disciplined. Tis FBF night had occupied lots of my time, i think i should put my best effort on working out the best result! If I can get a good output, all the things that I have done worth it.

Yesterday night cum out to have a drink wif my secondary schoolmate, dunno.... have a weird feeling... feel like can tell him lots of things... so, i tell him all my unhappy, stress and worries that I have go through this few days... He is a good listener... understand me and know wat kind of advice that he should give me... After the drink, I suddenly get wat my friend wan to tell me...

Sometimes, you will know that something is can't totally controlled by u, so try not to be too stubborn... u should know that it's the fact and u should accept it... If u paid something to get the thing u want with equal value , for example A, u cant really get 100%.. If so, why u still wan to pay for it and insist to get that A? Why not B? Yes, I know... A means different to me... but i think i should let it go... I am more important to B, so I should paid for B... I can get back more than wat i wish to have in terms of value... Isn't it worth? Yeah... it's the time to let go... it should be the end and I should make my decision fast to pay for B. A cant give me good performance, I dun think it worth for wat i paid... So, even though how good the reputation do A have, I will still choose to let go...

In this coming week, got a few wishes...

1st, revise at library everyday except 1 of the night- got stuff do ( tis is the most difficult point...XP )

2nd, let go A and paid for B...( should be easy for normal ppl, but it's hard for me since i am abnormal)

3rd, hope that all the tickets of FBF Night can be sell out... means i no need on duty booth counter anymore lo...( this is the most easiest point among the 3)

Gambateh!!! Juz be urself!!!

Tired...

I thought after having a short meeting of FBF Night, i should have time to revise my MP de. Mana tau, short meeting regarding short meeting, a short meeting longer than usual meeting... meeting untill almost 11 only settle all the thing... Then, SK cum my place to watch da demo clip to decide on his program. Suddenly, I think of Alan and phone him to ask about the stuff that he promised to help me ask. Then, unexpectedly all his friend agree to help us do some performance. Thanks a lot, Alan. Know u long time adi, but yesterday is the 1st day i found that u r so serious n effective when u help me do things... Really, thanks... my friend...

Although cum out wif satisfied result, but I lost the time to do my revision... So, at the end I bath at 3 in the morning and start to do my revision... Then, got 1 long gas ppl msn ppl and nagging a lot stuff that are not related to me. He said I shouldn't handle things like this and that. Sorry to say that, this is my style of doing things. Can accept means u accept, cannot accept means u fired me... Dun talk a lot this and that... I do think that as long as I can provide output to u, I dun think there is anything wrong in my style of doing things, At least, better than someone that only know how to say professionally but output is like shit!!! Pls do respect me as I respect u...

Tomorrow got MP mid-term lo... I sleep a lot juz now coz this morning got class at 8am and only slept for 1 hours... almost 5 hours gone for my nap, plan to study thoroughly tonight... hope that my mid-term have good results means I no need so suffering during my final...

The ticket selling result is good for today... At least, I no need to worried how I should sell out those ticket before the FBF Night...

Another buzy day

So, I start my day by having a 10am 2 hour class. After eating lunch, I attend another 12.30pm-2pm QT2 tutorial... feel sleepy in the class, dunno why the tutor repeat teaching the tutorial last week, fishing in da class. Then, attend 2-4pm, another QT2 lecture class... Sleepy oso coz the air-cond is too comfortable.... No la... is juz tat tis morning wake up late ady, din have my cup of energy boost- coffee.

Dunno why hor... i like to drink coffee... but my body dislike coffee, bcoz after every time i drink, i feel like want to vomit... but i still like the aroma and the smell of coffee. Is that bcoz I am Ipoh ppl? I only prefer Ipoh White Coffee. Try Blue Mountain before, but feel tat that type not suit me. Ppl said, if u really want to enjoy a cup of coffee, u should buy the coffee bean and blend the bean and cook the coffee urself. But, for me, this kind of lazy ppl will nvr do tis kind of things. However, I do like to try different kinds of coffee. So, every time I go bk Ipoh and go out for breakfast or lunch wif my family, I sure will order a glass of White Coffee ice.

One day, my friend said that I am addicted to coffee. Is it so? Only myself will know that, is not true. Bcoz I won't die without coffee, is juz that I like it a lot. Human is a weird creature. Coffee is bitter, but why still got so many ppl like it? Juz bcoz of that attractive aroma? As I think of this, I think of a post I write a few days ago. Drinking coffee is juz like dating. The aroma of coffee is attracting ppl to drink it while the sweetness of love is attracting ppl to go pak tuo. However, only the ppl tat drink will know the bitterness of the coffee as only the ppl that date will understand how suffer when miss one another.

Juz now after seting up the booth and decorating the mobile board, we go n have our dinner at 5 in Vegas. Oh my god!!! The burger there are extremely big... the 2nd time i eat adi.... i still feel the environment there is nice.... nice to talk and laugh... hahaha!!! This is wat i eat juz now...

Haiz... long time din talk to Ee Ven liao... we are both buzy wif our own classes and assignments... since sem 1 same class, i feel that the invisible distance between us is getting farer. Juz now, she tell me a lot of things... only untill juz now only i know tat, she is same wif me, got a lot things to tell, but no one to talk to... i understand this kind of feeling, i do understand... i am facing this kind of problem oso... is juz tat i am vry buzy of doing different kinds of stuff such as rushing assignments, preparing for Faculty of Business and Finance Night and have no time to think of this useless problem that make me headache... Ee Ven, I still treat u same as previously. Caring you and worry you... I hope that u can move and stay wif me... coz sometimes really feel alone... that kind of feeling no ppl can understand...now no more ppl to let me talk to...

So, today is Monday and I am having my Management Principles mid-term on Wednesday... since last week Ms Sophia announce the mid-term postpone, i din touch it anymore and tats why now i am worrying coz i only finish chapter 1 only. I think tonight have to burn midnight oil adi...

Later need to go for my FBF Night meeting, and my booth counter will be on tomoro... my buzy life dunno when only will end... but frankly speaking I do enjoy it... Tats all for today...Goodluck to myself tomoro...

Reopen

I open this blog because I wan to share my feelings wif my friend, but previously I stop writing is also because of that friend. But now, I learn not to be too innocent anymore. Previously, I am; but now, I am not.

So, now I am in the middle of year 1 sem.3, all the mid-terms coming and assignments dateline approaching. As the 1st post in this blog, I will rewind back things happened in this semester. This is such a buzy and interesting sem. Lots of happy and unhappy things happen...

Start from the beginning of semester, I have joined the orientation ice-breaking organizing committee. As I held the post of assistant secretary, it can be said that I have nothing to do. My job is juz following the committees to buy stuff and presents at Jusco, finding for sponsorships with Chern How at the streets of Kampar old town. This is indeed a precious experience. As in the whole process, I learned a lot from Chern How. This make me more understand how important is conversation skill is needed in persuading others to sponsor the event u made. That whole week, I am kinda buzy of doing preparation work for the ice-breaking. Almost everyday not enough sleep, but at the end more than 10% of this intake students attend our ice-breaking, this had reached our target and every committee were happy wif this result. There are joys and funs, but there are also bitter and unhappy in any event organizing process. However, it can be said that, the joyness had cover all the unhappy moment. In conclusion for this event, all the organizing committee had done a great job especially Seng Kwee and Sebastian that had use all their effort to plan for the games and the ceremony.

Next, on the 7th of February, I had attend an event which was named as Valentine's Night. So, there is a whole gang of us and mostly of my gang are people that like to make fun like Chern How, Eddie, Seng Kwee, W, Siew Pheng...So, the whole night they were making a lot of fun and make me laugh untill i am not behave nicely as a girl. All my image spoiled bcoz of them. Wakakaka...At that night, I have a good moment with all my friends but is juz tat W got a bit spoiling his own image...hahaha...Have a dinner wif them, have a game session wif Chern How, have a dance wif Siew Pheng and Seng Kwee. Chern How, here to say sorry that make ur leg pain tat night. The 1st night I dance in my life and SK is my 1st dance partner. No romance in between but juz keep talking abt other ppl's 8 stuff...hahaha....next is Siew Pheng, she is my 2nd dance partner. O....forget to tel that Siew Pheng is a girl. So, is quite weird that 2 girls dance together....but, honestly, I do enjoy that night dancing wif Pheng. So, that night end wif a happy photo session. We all enjoy it...Thanks to Pheng tat helping me make up n plz dun feel sorry for wat incident happened. Thanks....A great to mention for that night is that Eddie and Pheng get the prize of The Best Couple. At here, I congrats them and wish them can be together forever.

Juz wanna to mention wat I have got for my Valentine's present, a brand new Sony MP3 player. Thanks my dear. I juz said that the library is a bit crowded and i cannot concenrate. Then, u bring me to choose the model. Thanks.....

Then, at 1st of March, me, Pik San and Seng Kwee attend a Chinese New Year Night organized by Chinese Language Society and Wushu Club of UTAR. The 1st time I realized that Lion Dance can be so cute. Besides, The Storm....erm..I am not sure whether i spell it correctly....the show by them is so amazing..i nvr realized that UTAR got such talented ppl...8 dishes are served that night....I am not that kind of ppl tat can eat spicy food, but only untill that night only i know that I am not the worst...hahaha!!! Pik San can be said that is totally cannot eat spicy, and SK keep swallowing and keep drinking water...so, i enjoy the fish a lot...The 1st time i see ppl cook fish wif petai inside....nice and tasty... Thanks to SK for being my "waiter" that night...kakakaka...A bit of imperfect is we din take photos....

This week start onwards, as previously I am going for dinner in a gang of 3, but now is in a gang of 2....erm...2 still consider a gang onot? I oso dunno....My friend, I juz wan to let u know from the day i know u and the way i treat u, u should know that i treat u wif my heart...Maybe juz not used to the condition now tats why my emotion got a bit imbalance...sorry for making u unhappy...Anyway, I still treat u as previously how i treat u...hope u dun forget me as we have been close friends before...friends forever....no...best friends forever....i will juz forget about the unhappy things in between of us...

So, today juz after Information System midterm...hahaha...lecturer play a fool wif us...there are 3 sets of exam paper...and untill almost i need to pass up only i realized it...luckily i din copycat...if nt then i die adi.....so, pitty la...for those who din study and copy friend's answer but wif different sets...

So, now I am putting all my effort in the preparation of Faculty of Business and Finance Night where I am the Public Relation Manager and in charge of all of the promotion stuff and promotion booth counter. I do hope that this event can run smooth on 9th of April since I put all my effort in...That day will be my 4th big day in my life.....why 4th not 1st? sure got reason la....hahaha......

Tats all for my reopen introduction, quite long since i am telling grandmother stories for half of the semester uni life....Wakakaka....