Relieved...

Actually Saturday night wan to update my blog de, but since morning wake up early to have 8am mid-term, then go to Ipoh to have a movie in Jusco, then happen something when i bk, really dun have time n energy to write anymore. Enjoy my time wif my friends. But when stay wif Ee Ven, really cannot be too mature and cannot think too much... When see a clown making a heart wif balloon, she straight lost control and drag me there. Oh my god!!! Maybe different character, she can do wat she want without caring others view, but I cannot... but since she drag n hold me so hard, i can't run away oso... then, bcum wat pik san said lo.... "mempersiahsuikan" diri sendiri.... Hahaha!!!

Maybe... maybe sometimes dun care and dun think so much is good de... but dunno why i everytime oso cant do so. haiz... always make myself complicated. Then, I found out something tat day. Ee Ven really gila sushi... she go to the supermarket dpmt and buy 2 box of sushi n eat... is not small box, but medium box. After that, she said she still wan, then she go n buy another big box... woo... really can eat a lot sushi... i think she eat almost RM30++ of sushi liao...

After cum bk from Ipoh, I message her whether wan to cum n see the coat for Sunday's photo shooting session onot... then she cum at around 12.30am. After the thing happened previously, I really dunno how to face her... sometime, feel like juz wan to assume as ntg happen, but really cannot... After choosing the coat she wan, i invite her to chat beside the road. She agree then we sit by the roadside and have our "roadtalk". I really cant take all the suffering feeling anymore. Straight to the point, I ask her about that time wat she think and how she feel... I tell her how suffer I am.. How disappointed I feel to her. She explain all the things tat I ask, finally i know that is not she that change... she is in dilemma also, is me tat dun understand her... all our unhappy issues solve... then it starts to rain... both of us juz sit at the roadside and under the rain for 2 hours... feel cold, feel syok... I asked her, "r we still friends? Good friends? Do u know u mean different to me?" Ya, she said we are, we are still good friends... At that time, u really cant understand how happy am i... how relieved am I.... Friends forever....

Then, the next day i take lots of pictures wif her, having lots of funs during picture shooting. Then we have our lunch at KFC at Kampar old town. After that, start to do the tickets for FBF Night. So, doing the whole day of tickets making me lazy to wake up this morning and no time to drink my energy booster...T.T Then during QT2 tutorial class, I really nearly fall asleep... decided not to attend the next QT2 lecture n tis is a brilliant decision bcoz Pheng oso run away in the middle of the class bcoz too boring adi...

Tonite is the only free night since I start to do the FBF Night... but I din use this night wisely... juz doing tis and tat not related things.... haiz.... wasted 1 night again...