Ending of 2nd Last Mid-term

Finally, the Management Principle mid-term end. Huhh.... but feel a bit sorry and guilty to myself... Do something that embarrassed myself, and I swear I wun do that anymore again!!! Dun like this kind of myself, every time also do last minute study, really really hate myself!!! From next week Monday onwards, promise myself stay at school library untill the library closed! This is my new rules and I muz be disciplined. Tis FBF night had occupied lots of my time, i think i should put my best effort on working out the best result! If I can get a good output, all the things that I have done worth it.

Yesterday night cum out to have a drink wif my secondary schoolmate, dunno.... have a weird feeling... feel like can tell him lots of things... so, i tell him all my unhappy, stress and worries that I have go through this few days... He is a good listener... understand me and know wat kind of advice that he should give me... After the drink, I suddenly get wat my friend wan to tell me...

Sometimes, you will know that something is can't totally controlled by u, so try not to be too stubborn... u should know that it's the fact and u should accept it... If u paid something to get the thing u want with equal value , for example A, u cant really get 100%.. If so, why u still wan to pay for it and insist to get that A? Why not B? Yes, I know... A means different to me... but i think i should let it go... I am more important to B, so I should paid for B... I can get back more than wat i wish to have in terms of value... Isn't it worth? Yeah... it's the time to let go... it should be the end and I should make my decision fast to pay for B. A cant give me good performance, I dun think it worth for wat i paid... So, even though how good the reputation do A have, I will still choose to let go...

In this coming week, got a few wishes...

1st, revise at library everyday except 1 of the night- got stuff do ( tis is the most difficult point...XP )

2nd, let go A and paid for B...( should be easy for normal ppl, but it's hard for me since i am abnormal)

3rd, hope that all the tickets of FBF Night can be sell out... means i no need on duty booth counter anymore lo...( this is the most easiest point among the 3)

Gambateh!!! Juz be urself!!!