Huhh... feel like long time din update my blog adi... So, he cum bk at the most critical time and yet he save the situation... Have a 1 day trip in Penang wif him, but since we dunno the road in Penang, we wasted lots of time using GPS and cheated by GPS... haha... anyway, we do enjoy our time...
then we went to have seafood for dinner... i eat crab... and nw only 1 realise 1 crab cost RM27!!! But it was tasty and worth it... I will bring my family to Bukit Tambun eat seafood ooso when got chance.
But something happen that day, and my mum is not happy wif me... i am not sure whether i am wrong... but i do believe i won't do the same thing again if u give me 1 more chance even though it's impossible... i hate to have cold war wif mum... the whole week i buzy for the preparation of FBF Night, so i force myself not to think so much and focus on wat i should do...
FBF Night is such a successful event... this event had planned for 3 semester and finally it run smoothly... dunno why, i am proud of myself... I feel that i learned a lot in this event... feeling myself mature a bit adi.. know how to handle things and view things from different perspective... for sure there are some imperfect during that night... but i am happy to meet my 8 group members and took photos... long time din take photo wif them adi... but... Siaw was not there... the imperfect...
But, I am happy that i got the chance to take photo wif Ying Hong, 1 of the performers that I like a lot lo... he has a nice voice... know how to play guitar well... wakakaka!!! I enjoy the performance the whole night... but feeling tired oso wearing high heels walking around the whole night. Foot pain for 2 days... walk on smooth land oso pain...
Besides, have chance to take photo wif my year 1 sem 1 classmate and Chern How... Enjoy taking photo the whole night... 83 photos in 1 night... amazing... have a chance to dance wif a handsome that night... enjoy the romance and sweet atmosphere that night... but telling the truth, i quite nervous oso tat time... dance session wif him ends fast... have a sweet memory...
As the night ends, i got to face that problem. On Saturday, my sis fetch me bk to Ipoh. I regret for going bk ipoh to face my mum, she hurts me... she can scold me, beat me... but she choose to ignore me... i am tired... i juz wan her to know that i am mature enough to make my decision, i do promised i will protect myself nicely... why can't she believe me? When I reach Kampar, I really can't take it anymore, I phone her to inform her I reach adi... then it can be said that i juz phone her to give her a chance to scold me... i dun mind, i really dun mind... as long as she can talk bk to me, i really dun mind she scold me... but since the last call on Saturday, she din phone me... i dun have that courage to phone her oso.. i fear... fear to listen her cold voice... that try to ignore me... i am hurt... i need someone to give me courage...
Haiz... final is coming... i should settle my own feeling... got to concentrate in final... coursework in this semester is not that good... hope in final can do well to get more As....
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